2022. március 3.

Letter to Russia

This is a letter to a Russian lady, but for safety reason i dare not to put her name here or give you info from where i know her... Call me a paranoid! I might be - why not?

Frankly speaking i am not much surprised on what is happening now - i have had the impression that something would come for many years. The global tensions have been growing since the second world war but for the past few decades they have intensified a hell lot. This accumulation of the stakes together with the limited amount of the ressources and together with our blindness is not manageable at all and more and more are afraid of the darker and darker perspectives. Seemingly this is the war of an unusual personality and of his narrow circle but unfortunately this is only a very superficial reading of the story. Never resolved always denied problems conflicts and a more and more unconscious more and more childish global society with milliards of contradictions are under the upper layers. It is really a miracle if one can stay somewhat clear headed among these circumstances. I know that a war like this is hard to justify and i do not want to do so but i also know that putting the whole responsibility upon Putyin for it is fully non-sense and this idea doesn't lead anywhere. I am nervous, better to say deeply shocked of this war which has been going on for one week already but i am much more worried about the reaction of the western world. Since a rat forced into the corner will attack finally. And the rat is there in all of us. I finish here for the moment i have no more time right now but you can start to understand what i mean and after that we can go further. I don't know how Moscow looks now but i can imagine a little. In Hungary most of the people try to pretend peace and calm but no one sleeps well. I only know that in this period we need strong and brave men and empathic emotionally very supportive nice women. I know that you have good chance to become one of the second while i have some trust in myself to become one the first. Here on Earth we have a common fate, we are sinners and victims - all of us and both. If we don't sit down to negotiate with this knowledge one milliard can die very easily (even more) while they might be more lucky than those who stay alive. And how can we expect from the politicians a good comprehension of this de facto reality if we do not understand it either? Take care! More than ever!