2022. április 25.

Letter to Olga

Hi Olga!

It is so great to hear about you. I do few things but i am not satisfied. I am somewhat engaged in voluntary missions in Hungary but i feel that i have to give more. Two days ago i decided to seek some red cross job in the fields of the Eastern Ukrainien war zone. On Wednesday a Ukrainian colleague will come to us - i hope she will be able to build some minimum Ukrainian knowledge on the deeply buried ruins of my old Russian in a short time. I want to go there as soon as possible i am obsessed no way to turn me away from this project. I think that this war is mostly the responsibility of Europe of whom i was a beneficiary during my whole life time and now i have to pay. And yes i will pay. I want to die as a decent man and without a mission like that it is not possible.

I apologize for all the drama you have to go through thanks to us. I know that this sounds very stupid but i do not find better words. Hopefully my deeds will be better.