Responsible

I feel personally responsible for the Ukrainian conflict like i think that the societies of the developped countries are very much responsible and not just for this war but for all the accumulating tensions in the word which have brought the global human community onto the edge of our extinction. I know that there are economic rules and a lot of bla-bla-bla but i still find impossible to explain to myself and to anybody else why i have right to 10x more consumables than my alterego in Africa. I don't belive that this distribution is normal and it doesn't ruin relation potentials which would be vital for our survival. The relative calm era is over hard times will come. We can say farewell to safety and wealth but we might become more anxcious to be fair and true. We might have more good senses in the future since the difficulties wich we are going through will dig up many layers in us and might bring up to the surface the more sensitive more honest more loveable inner part of our personality. I don't belive in God but i believe in human beings and i do believe that each one of us has huge unexplored reserves yet. And i believe that chatartic events can trigger chatartic changes in us and not just in the wrong direction. We will find ourselves in a very new environment and this won't be comfortable. However the new context can inspire us to our own inner renewal. If we get stuck in our current way of living a tremendous amount of suffering we will cause to ourselves and also one to another. If we are brave enough to let it go and base our decisions on our purest innermost desires a very painful but in the meantime the most revealing the most intense the most valuable period of our history is coming.