Challenges

A master plan or a master person knows well what we are capable of. If he trusts us if he can see phantasy in us he will raise huge challenges to us. That's the ultimate sign of his confidence of his love towards us. If he thinks that we can't be helped he will leave us in a relative comfort for a short while and that's it. But if he thinks us worthy of a more serious mission he will bring us there through the outer circumstances and through our inner stimulations. It would be good to be selected for the latter but i also know that steps cannot be jumped. I try to stay vigilant and to watch. And i hope very much that i will not miss my chance when it comes. Your words calm me since i feel that you understand this. Yes you are right we do not know what will come yes this might only be the very beginning. Your words calm me because i feel that one day when you will feel you will give me that decisive impulse to me - which can be a very concrete call. The only thing is that i be brave enough then...